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Leaving "this" behind,
My soul is passed through
A meat grinder, metaphoric'ly.
Pushed from cluttered mind;
Like a junkie gone through
Withdrawal, rejection comes slowly.

Host to a parasite,
Doubt and disbelief
Worming through conscious mind.
Still, things come in the night;
Thoughts shake like a leaf,
Dreading what I may find.

Out of sight, out of mind,
Easier to forget what
Was once "mine."
Hurts to be one of a kind;
Part of a cleav'd pair... of what?
A bad sign.
©2008-2009 ~GuinGravedigger
:iconguingravedigger:

Author's Comments

Withdrawal is defined as: "1) Discontinuation of the use of an addictive substance. 2) The physiological and mental readjustment that accompanies such discontinuation." by Dictionary.com [link]

We all have our addictions. This is the withdrawal from my latest.

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:iconxdecayingxstarlightx:
You had best give me the explanation.
Or is it your wonderful Tamale Day Habit?

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My sick obsessions getting kinda scary
I love it when you kiss me in the cemetery
Baby I knew you were the perfect catch
When you told me that you loved me in the pumpkin patch
:iconguingravedigger:
Definitely not that.
It's a reference to a
more... personal addiction.

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I don't party like I used to.
I party twice as much as before.
I been making rounds around this town.
I got- got my foot to the floor.
~Love You Long Time

L:heart:ve knows no gender: [link]
:iconxdecayingxstarlightx:
what is it?
Call me when you get this
and tellz me
:]

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My sick obsessions getting kinda scary
I love it when you kiss me in the cemetery
Baby I knew you were the perfect catch
When you told me that you loved me in the pumpkin patch
:iconflyingdinosur:
its really good Sam :]
i hope Jessica and Donya are able to help you with whatever it is :]
and i'm here for you too if you want
:iconjesseatsorphans:
Would you mind elaborating pleasee?
:iconguingravedigger:
Is about my commitment issues
and self-doubt in regards to Mischa.
Brought on by not seeing/talking
to him for a while.
Withdrawal reference is from
referring to seeing one another
as our "fix".
Need more elaboration?

--
I don't party like I used to.
I party twice as much as before.
I been making rounds around this town.
I got- got my foot to the floor.
~Love You Long Time

L:heart:ve knows no gender: [link]
:iconguingravedigger:
Thanks Nikki.
All better now,
so it's cool.
But I really appreciate
your support and whatnot.
:]]]]]

--
I don't party like I used to.
I party twice as much as before.
I been making rounds around this town.
I got- got my foot to the floor.
~Love You Long Time

L:heart:ve knows no gender: [link]
:iconguingravedigger:
Is Mischa.
Read reply to Jess's comment.

--
I don't party like I used to.
I party twice as much as before.
I been making rounds around this town.
I got- got my foot to the floor.
~Love You Long Time

L:heart:ve knows no gender: [link]

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